Current thoughts...

Breaking the bond is difficult especially if the thing that's holding you is hard to let go.
You can't let go because you still want the link.
You are attached to the link because you are enjoying what it gives.
You are enjoying because you somehow need it.
You need it because you find your satisfaction with it.
But you know it really cannot satisfy.
And you are in bondage even if you know that you have to let go.
Eventhough you know that in the end, it won't matter.
It won't matter because it is not right.
It is not right because Someone is not pleased.
You know He is not pleased, but you still continue...

And now you are trapped.
Cannot let go, even if you want to.
Because deep inside, you don't really want to.
Life, its complicated.
Emotion, its deceptive.
Bondage breaking, its a hard thing.
It involves pain and hurt and tears.
Sooner or later you have to move on and choose the right thing.
You have to decide and willfully give in.
Before it destructs you...